Spankings, and questions and answers oh my!

Ok so the title of this post might be a little misleading. No, there haven't been any spankings lately. Not yet anyway.

You can thank mother nature, and stress for that!

First, I want to say a huge thank you to everyone who commented on my last post. I got such great advice, lots of hugs and good thoughts and it really made me happy to see how people really care. :) You guys are great and I'm so thankful/lucky that I started blogging and got to 'meet' so many awesome people! So thanks again.

We're doing a bit better since that last post, thankfully! Like I said, mother nature and stress still want to intrude, but we're getting there!

My dog has been on his antibiotics and he seems to be feeling much better! He is old, and I don't expect him to live forever, unfortunately - but it's nice to see him happy for what time he does has left.

We got the new apartment! Yay, yay, yay, and YAY!!!! We should officially be moved in and living there as of this weekend! I'm so happy about that.

We had a looooong talk, which turned into a looooong argument, and then another looooong talk about DD/Ds. Needless to say, it was draining. I kind of broke down a bit a lot, and told him I really didn't want to do this anymore. I was serious too. I just felt like I could never get back into that headspace, and even thinking about him being Dominant, made me want to fight. I wanted nothing to do with it, and I really thought I was done. We talked a lot, he said he didn't think that was the right decision, and that it was going to take some time, but we'd get back on track. One thing that really struck me was this:

Me: I can't do it, I just don't want it anymore.
Colin: Kenz, you need this. I need this. We need this.

Found this on google. Love the quote, and the picture. 

I was shocked at that. I half expected him to agree with me and say we should take a break from TTWD, but he really pushed for it to continue and mentioned multiple times how he needed it. This coming from the man I never thought could be Dominant, or would want anything to do with a DD relationship. That alone, helped me get back into the mind frame. Just a little bit though.

We found this app on our phones, that we can both access even when he's at work, or we're not together. Basically it's a to do list and he can add things from his phone, and then I'll be alerted that there's something added to the list. He added about 8 things today, and told me he wanted me to start crossing them off.

He can also see when I cross them off by the way!

I got almost all of it done, and texted him letting him know that, and asked if I could take a break for a bit because I really didn't feel well.

"Good girl. You've been doing a good job. You can do the rest tomorrow, go relax."

He can be such a sweetheart sometimes. ;)

It's nice that something as simple as a little "to-do list" app has really changed my attitude around. I know it's going to be difficult to get back into the swing of things, but I want to get there. I want to try and I want to continue our DD/Ds adventure together.

What's funny is that it's almost our one year DD anniversary! We started January 22nd of 2013, so in a little over a week it'll be a year! We'll be in our new place by then, and it really will be a fresh start!

When it hits that year mark, I'll have a post about some things I learned, and what I want to work on in the next year. I'm going to ask Colin to help me out with that post so you guys can get his point of view on things as well.

So this is where I need your guys help! I was wondering if you could comment or email me at ddcouple26@gmail.com with some questions for me to answer. Well for me to answer, for Colin to answer, of for both of us to answer together. I'd love to include some questions from you guys when I write about our one year mark. I thought that could be a cool way to blog about it. :)

So pleaseeee leave a comment, or shoot me an email with a question for either of us, or both of us.

It could be DD related, Ds related, Spanking related, Vanilla related, you name it!

We're both pretty open people, so don't hold back. Ask away. :) I think it'll be fun!

I'm not too sure about the creepy questions though. ;)

Hope everyones doing well, and thanks again for the comments on the last post. You guys are awesome!